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The Damaged

by Mark Alan Dooley

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1.
He's Gonna Live (free) 03:12
He came home from ‘Nam with one arm, some medals And a thousand yard stare. His permanent duty station’s now a wicker rocking chair On the front porch of a trailer. His brother helped him buy it. Bought a fifth of whiskey and he crawled all up inside it. And still he lives. Can’t make heads or tails of Anything anymore, but he still lives. A t-shirt and some cargo shorts, the whiskey keeps him warm. Flips off God and the neighbors with his phantom arm. For a man who never met a stranger, everything’s so strange. And still he lives. No idea why he still lives. Can’t make heads or tails of anything anymore, But he still lives. He still lives. He had a Colt Commander, worn off half the blue. He’d capped a lot of VC, yeah he knew what to do. Shucking off this mortal coil had a certain charm. Maybe slap the face of God with his phantom arm. When the dreams were bad, sweating in his bed, He’d take the Colt Commander, put it to his head. Listened to his heartbeat, ticking like a clock. Knew some piece inside him didn’t want to stop. Threw out all the whiskey. That was a month ago. Not bad for a first step. Just eleven more, you know. They called it a miracle. I don’t think that’s true. Each day a man wakes up, decides what he’s gonna do. I think he decided, after all that he’s been through, He’s gonna live.
2.
I remember her fragrance so sweet Like magnolias in summer When I’m walking the riverside Flowing by wild and fast I remember a time we Walked the river together I reach out to take your hand But it was all in the past My memory’s kind of hazy But I’ll forget never When you were here right by my side We were never afraid But nothing can last forever No matter how perfect Still I will remember you For the rest of my days For the rest of my days I will think of you as I walk my ways your ghost walks with me too for the rest of my days though your soul has flown my heart will be ablaze and I won't be alone And now that I’m nearing the ending Of my final journey I wonder where you did go When you went on your way Still I’m grateful I had your love If for only a moment And I’ll still always love you For the rest of my days For the rest of my days I will think of you as I walk my ways your ghost walks with me too for the rest of my days though your soul has flown my heart will be ablaze and I won't be alone
3.
If I Can't Find My Way (free) 04:58
Walking down a long and empty road Wondering if I have the strength to go on I used to be someone who knew how to handle it But now I can only beg and borrow I have no choice but to move on I expect no one to grieve And if I should pass this way alone Look out your window look out your window as I leave Where am I gonna go If I can’t find my way Who am I gonna know If I can’t find my way Who’s gonna make it so If I can’t find my way Who am I gonna be If I just can’t find my way Cant find my way in my two hands I held something that felt like something real when I looked again I was looking at the end of a rope the end of a rope How can there be a journeys end when the road goes ever on if I pass through here again then maybe this time I’ll belong Where am I gonna go If I can’t find my way Who am I gonna know If I can’t find my way Who’s gonna make it so If I can’t find my way Who am I gonna be If I just can’t I just can’t find my way
4.
I Will Come (free) 04:17
If you need my help I will come If you need a friend I am one I will come no one can stand alone all men are brothers this is known disaster happens to us all if you cannot stand, you fall if I can lend a helping hand all you have to do is call I will do all that I can I will come I will come if you are hurt because to me you are of worth anything I can do I'll do for you because no man is an island I will come I will come to rescue you I will come if your world turns to dust I will come because I must if your life's gone to hell I will come I will help I will come I will come to save you I will come
5.
But what about me? (free) 03:19
You have your own road to walk down guess it must be so you have your own life to live yes, I guess I know you have your own feet to stand on yes, I see it's true you have your own sky above yes, I guess I knew But what about me? what about me? do you care at all? but what about me? what about me? alone in these four walls what about me? what about me? I'm here if you call If I have to, I will follow if you want then I will stay I will do whate'er you want even if I have to watch you, watch you walk away Every day and every night I hear each tick-tock of the clock go through motions, black-and-white I wait to hear your key turn in the lock The thing that I love most about you is you are what you are I would have it no other way you are so singular but still I'm incomplete without you hour and minute I guess I have to do without you learn to live with it But what about me? what about me? do you care at all? but what about me? what about me? alone in these four walls what about me? what about me? I'm here if you call if you call....
6.
Two for the Boatman (free) 04:04
Light turns red, she starts to walk. It’s green before she gets across. The cars wait. What can they do? It’s the only time they see her. Walks like someone going nowhere And lots of time to get there. Lots of time to get there. But she’ll get there. Chorus: And she can’t understand How it all slipped out Like coins from her hand. She stops to count, She stops to see, Makes sure she still has three. Three coins, now that’s all she needs. One for luck and two for the Boatman. You’re gonna need two for the Boatman. Two for the Boatman. Verse 2: Slap shot wind, she starts to cough, And reflex makes the sign of the cross, A sign to a God she once knew. A God who wouldn’t know her If He passed her on the street. I guess one day they’re gonna meet. One day they’re gonna meet. Yeah, she’ll get there. Chorus: And she can’t understand How it all slipped out Like coins from her hand. She stops to count, She stops to see She makes sure she still has three. Three coins, now that’s all she needs. One for luck and two for the Boatman. You need two for the Boatman. Two for the Boatman. Bridge: And it’s a cold, cold world. No place for boys and girls Who are brave enough Who are unlucky enough To live way past their time. The minutes left, they shine like dimes. They’re yours, but you can’t keep ‘em. Spend ‘em, you can’t keep ‘em. Just make sure you still have three. Chorus: No one can understand How it all slips out Like coins from your hand. So stop to count, Yeah, stop and see Just make sure you still have three. Three coins, now that’s all you need. One for luck and two for the Boatman. You need two for the Boatman. Two for the Boatman.
7.
Blues Angel (free) 04:05
Well it seems That I have been travelling down An endless road To the path where I have found A great desire A great divide I've had to stop and pay that toll One too many times And the tears They flow like the rain And you know Blues angel sang And those tears They flow like the rain And you know the Blues angel sang Once upon a time Lived in Savannah On the Tybee Island beach I lived in great desire With my peach Headed up that music highway Printers Alley Nashville Tennessee Where we damn near died And the tears They flow like the rain And you know Blues angel sang And those tears They flow like the rain And you know the Blues angel sang
8.
Last to Know (free) 03:20
The problem with the future. It’s always been this way; Even when it finally gets here, It’s never the same day. Someone’s always the last to know. Yeah, someone’s always the last to know. And so they miss this dog and pony show. ‘Cause someone’s always the last to know. The problem with a woman. We all know it’s true; She figures out, decides it’s over, Light years ahead of you. And you’re always the last to know. Yeah, you’re always the last to know. You’re gonna miss that dog and pony show. ‘Cause you’re always the last to know. But someone’s always the last to know. Yeah, someone’s always the last to know. And so they miss this dog and pony show. ‘Cause someone’s always the last to know. You know I’ve seen the future. And I’m the last to know. I’m the last to know.
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Instrumental
10.
All These Years (free) 03:40
DO YOU STILL REMEMBER ME song lyrics by Joel Sattler Do you still remember me from all these years ago playing Dylan by the lake hear the echo down below We were happy in our time never knew we had to go and fight a godforsaken war for the sake of no one knows Do you still remember me back in 1968 when we thought we couldn't lose when we thought we couldn't hate back in March we thought we had every reason to be glad and so how could we guess for sure what April had in store But I remember you yes I do I remember how you laughed as we floated on the raft down the river in the dawn before the mist was gone.... Do you still remember me before I became somebody else before you went off to the sea and I served my time in Hell Do you still remember me because I would rather be something more to you than friend like I should have been back then....
11.
Fathers Pride (free) 04:49
Little child sleep a little longer every day a little stronger a little more of light shines in your eyes Little child awake in laughter late today or maybe after we will run and go and play outside Don't you know don't you know you you you you are your father's pride So many years ago I was on my own running down the road alone found me a wife made me a home a place where children could be grown Who knows what surprises you will be someday maybe you'll see what I see Little child open up your hands everyday you are more of a man every day there's more you understand Little child exploring in the woods looking learning everything you could every day more to be understood Oh I know where you are hiding underneath the Northern Star Oh I know what you'll be something far beyond the shell of me Little child make me warm inside I see you there, your heart is open wide this is what I feel: a father's pride Don't you know don't you know you you you you are your father's pride
12.
Don't Look Back (free) 02:39
Stop. Don’t look back. Let it go. Just let go. Don’t look back Let it go. Let go. Let go. You know my daddy was a proud man. He never backed down or ran away. I watched him tilt at every windmill, While he dug an early grave. The slightest injury, Or insult to his name He carried wrapped around his soul Like Jacob Marley’s chain. Stop. Don’t look back. Let it go. Just let go. Don’t look back Let it go. Let go. Let go. I grew up to be my daddy. I was proud to bear his name. Made my nickel-plated grudges Into links for my own chain. That weight was dragging down my soul. Forgave them all and let it go. Stop. Don’t look back. Let it go. Just let go. Don’t look back Let it go. Let go. Let go.

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released March 1, 2011

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